confuse

confuse

confusing about my life,

wondering how will it be in my future life,

i wants be a compositor/online artist in my future,

i wants working in different country in my future,

but how to achieve of it.

i am still wondering.

yet, i still not enough of experience , i not sure about how's outside happening.

i am confusing, i dunno what the decision i should suppose to make,

i am afraid that takes 1 steps wrong, my life will change totally,

people will said , just follow your heart and do whatever u thinks to do and what i wants.

Truth, i had already know that what i wants but just afraid that if i make a wrong decision.

i am coward, i knew it.

towards my dreams , it's might be far,and hard to achieve it.

but i will works hard =D , because i love it without regrets.

And i seems in-love with a MAN,

but all things just happening too fast.

well, i will take it easy, and let it go.

Good Bye, and thanks for everythings.

hamishe delam barat tang mishe

* if HE is mine, i will still have HIM at the end.*

so, i no worries about those relationships anymore.

just GO for it , towards my dreams.

Love, just a part of my life.

=D

i prefer depends myself and my life still need to go on .