KANGLENG :: HOMME

Go further!

2011-12-14T10:36:00.003+08:00

come back from bangkok and i decided not going back!

reason why?
i was been through a fuck up timing and met a fuck up boss.
how fuck up ? i can say is really tough to been through this alone.

well anyway,
i finally manage to join new company.

hope its works well in new year! and do hope friends who in working overboard play well. live well. work well. and of cos get paid well =)

bye.

Penang !

2011-10-29T00:53:00.002+08:00

Holidays in Penang =D

day-08

2011-10-19T20:24:00.004+08:00

thats what i done a quite fuckup job here. == sigh.

OMG,

i dun wants do any motion graphic job dy...

so lazy..

Re-start.

2011-10-17T23:16:00.005+08:00

well, its might be a good thing for me i hope.

but its so boring....

mood not really best yea~~~~~

Quite a long time didnt really do a job..

today just did some central job - like convert to tga & tiff file.

Fuck shit. i hope i not doing this always.... damn sienz....

and just recover back from sick..

good luck for everyone and my self.

Bangkok.!

2011-10-12T20:13:00.004+08:00

YES, i just reach Bangkok yesterday!

all the best for me =P

everyone here is so nice =)

i M so glad that i got this chance to come all the way here =D

thailand got sells those insect food also. its called - TAK KA TAN. ( worm, grasshopper....)

let's learn some thai here ,

my name is clair = chan chu clair ka.

this one = ni

that one= nan / (for far)nun

shit = key

eat= kin , eat or not= kin mai.

hungry= hiu

very = mak (adjective)

very hungry = hiu mak.

mr./mrs. = kun , for example, kun "clair'

1- nen , 13 = 'sep'sam

2-song , 23= song 'si' sam

3-sam , 33 = sam 'si' sam

4-si

5-ha

thats all, what i can remember for now =P

see ya!!!

Hello.Emo.

2011-10-03T02:20:00.014+08:00

hello,

its me with new spec.yehoo.... does it look gd on me? muahahah.. i feels looks like " ah pek" right now .

Shopping is a happy activities for me but i actually felt quite stressful recently.because its Oct,a new beginning , suppose a new beginning for me too. but i still in my hometown. fuck-what am i doing. i do really hope everything fine for me.

i wanna busy myself to stop thinking of u, but its actually quite hard to do it..

Now,

i fucking miss my life in Kl,friends , and freelance and job & money.

sitting alone in my dad's working room just waiting for skpe with him but. its nearly 2 hours passed dy and you still haven online yet.!!!!

Gd night and i think cant webcam wit u dy.. TvT;

love you & miss you.

Blank

2011-08-01T14:26:00.003+08:00

i feels

my future so blank.

i looks like wasting my time.

now i know i dun really like doing animation.

everyday just spend my life like that.

i feels not satisfied.

i dunno what is my next step right now.

everything looks so blur. =(

oh my god.

i think i need some advice and help.

...

2011-06-24T01:00:00.009+08:00

I was just rejected a Company ,

who hired me with higher salary and chance to learn nuke & shake.

Shall not regret~ but.... heart pain!!!

$$$$ flies away~~~.

LOL.

wish me luck.

and also

been thru with him 1 month.

i feel i am lucky ones.

*wink*

yes~ he had a long straight hair. LOL.

feminine like ah gua right =P

thanks for everything =D

cheers

For him.

2011-06-10T17:30:00.007+08:00

it was just my feeling that time. =)

獨家記憶

2011-05-20T15:19:00.004+08:00

secret , i do have a lot but i dun want people to know.

忘記分開後的第幾天起
喜歡一個人　看下大雨
沒聯絡　孤單就像連鎖反應
想要快樂都沒力氣

雷雨世界像場災難電影
讓現在的我　可憐到底
對不起　誰也沒有時光機器
已經結束的　沒有商量的餘地

我希望你　是我獨家的記憶
擺在心底　不管別人說的多麼難聽
現在我擁有的事情
是你　是給我一半的愛情

我喜歡你　是我獨家的記憶
誰也不行　從我這個身體中拿走你
在我感情的封鎖區
有關於你　絕口不提　沒問題

雷雨世界像場災難電影
讓現在的我　可憐到底
對不起　誰也沒有時光機器
已經結束的　沒有商量的餘地

我希望你　是我獨家的記憶
擺在心底　不管別人說的多麼難聽
現在我擁有的事情
是你　是給我一半的愛情

我喜歡你　是我獨家的記憶
誰也不行　從我這個身體中拿走你
在我感情的封鎖區
有關於你　絕口不提　沒關系

我希望你　是我獨家的記憶
擺在心底　不管別人說的多麼難聽
現在我擁有的事情
是你　是給我一半的愛情

我喜歡你　是我獨家的記憶
誰也不行　從我這個身體中拿走你
在我感情的封鎖區
有關於你　絕口不提　沒限期

Need time.

2011-02-26T22:43:00.004+08:00

i fell down,

i get hurt,

i stand up,

i be brave again,

its repeating,

i have a lot of wound on my heart.

will its recover?

i hope will do.

may b its just need time.

its just another stupid lady with her true heart in front of computer .

writing something stupid and hiding herself inside here.

坚强

2011-02-24T23:37:00.000+08:00

嘴上不在意，心却在哭泣。

伪装坚强，

坚强的背后会有一个声音：累不累？可已无路可退。

just complicated ♥

2011-02-20T01:49:00.007+08:00

i dun want write whole story here.

But just. i want shout out. its just complicated.

may b the world i step in, its truly complicated.

but i did tried very hard to get knowing whole the story and also tried to fit in .

Unfortunately,i think my world still the simple minded.

i totally no idea what are He thinks about it.

responsible or relationship?

it;s can be easy question and also a hard one.

just the way how to look at.

i know what am i doin,

i know what am i want to do,

i know what i gonna to do.

i have my answer in my heart long time ago.

i just dun 1 to believe it. and keep convince myself that i can make the changes if i works very hard.

i think i am the kind of person seriously who always do those stuff that dun want any regret in life,

although everybody surround me saying that," claire, u should really give up, if i am U. "

but i still wanted to try and fall down and stand up again.

At lease i had a tried, and i can tell everyone loudly. I HAVE NO REGRET AT ALL and i tried very hard.

May b ,

it;s really the time to make myself rethink, resolve, rearrange and

end its.

如果我變成回憶

2011-01-27T16:48:00.001+08:00

累了
照慣例努力清醒著
也照慣例想你了

好怕一放心睡了

心跳在夢中不聽話的就停止了

聽著呼吸聲拉長拍動著

越美麗越讓我忐忑

我還能珍惜什麼

如果我連自己的脈搏都難掌握

如果我變成回憶退出了這場生命

留下你錯愕哭泣

我冰冷身體擁抱不了你

想到我讓深愛的你人海孤獨旅行

我會恨自己如此狠心

如果我變成回憶終於沒那麼幸運

沒機會白著頭髮

蹣跚牽著你看晚霞落盡

漫長時光總有一天你會傷心痊癒

若有人可以讓他給你我不怪你

快樂什麼時候會結束呢

哪一刻是最後一刻

想把你緊緊抱著

可知你是我生命中的最捨不得

如果我變成回憶退出了這場生命

留下你錯愕哭泣

我冰冷身體擁抱不了你

想到我讓深愛的你人海孤獨旅行

我會恨自己如此狠心

如果我變成回憶終於沒那麼幸運

沒機會白著頭髮

蹣跚牽著你看晚霞落盡

漫長時光總有一天你會傷心痊癒

若有人可以讓他陪你

如果我變成回憶最怕我太不爭氣

頑固的賴在空氣不整理心裡每一寸縫隙

原來依然愛我的你痛苦承受失去

這樣不公平請你盡力把我忘記

stay strong

2011-01-18T06:59:00.002+08:00

Fuck YOu!
this song just make me feels so much better.

yup,my hearts broken again.

life still goes on,

i believe i can stay strong,

its just need a time.

Goodbye,

Fucker

New♥ hairstyle

2011-01-16T00:11:00.005+08:00

New year fresh.

just Give it a try on Curly short hair. *

this is my curl which had aldy 3 weeks.

i do it on Lah lah land. i felt so fresh~ ♥

perm ♥ perm ♥ perm ♥

ok ignore my bed. >/<

Hello, 2011

cheers ~!!!!

New year. 2011

2011-01-13T17:43:00.002+08:00

wow~ that was so long period that i had stop writing my blog .

Reason being was I am too busy of job . freelance. and internet access problem and my computer spoil.

New year for new target.

this year. things are gonna to do. ♥

reopen my Blog shop
do more freelance
Get more network.
work in singapore after i Get back my cert.

in 2011, i hope there is no more delay and discount from me for any design job of friend.

saying truth, designer also need money to eat.

so i hate it. pls dun do the same to me/ or others designer.

damn.

facebook, gd bye

2010-11-14T00:12:00.006+08:00

Facebook-That's my naughty dog

i found out , She was dead at 7something today ,

after i get the calls from my mum.

she always love to eat .Play .Fun wit us.

Everytime i go back home. she excited to welcome me.

she love to follow me no matter where i go.

i think it;s had already 1.5 years be with us.

she die hard during sick times.

i hope she can go pretty heaven .

poor things. we are sorry that didn't bring u for doctor.

and dun become dog next time.

be human. =P

u will always be our mind.

love,

my facebook.

good bye.

HOme sweet Home.

2010-11-08T01:33:00.006+08:00

Busy wit the bleeding job , and i had roughly work and keep changging in a month
Finally i can get a chance back my home and get reunion wit my beloved darlings.

we always had happy times.
we takes a lot picture. but. all pics are wit them . >3

Sweet home. which mostly a place for me without any stress of work , only love of family and friends.

About my relationship. its just complicated and makes me sick.
its totally ruin my mood of it and i dun 1 to face it right now.

Anyway i really quite enjoy my times in JOhor.

i wish i can stay longer. but cant.

KL . a place that i start to feel like getting out of it soon , but not so soon too. ha.

anyway, all things just let it be natural.
Go green .X2

LOL.

night.

Don't want get an Ending

2010-10-31T16:46:00.005+08:00

Don't want get an Ending

I don't wanna fall out
But we're all out of time
(Is this over?)
(Don't want an ending)
In one day
No way you'll be mine
(Is this over?)
(Don't want an ending)

Ooohhh...

My heart is running on empty
One more day and then we go
Yeah, the time goes on now
Don't ask me how
I don't know
We'll be home tomorrow
'Bout a thousand miles too far away
Say you won't forget and I'll be okay

At least tonight
It's just you and me and honestly
That's everything I need

I don't wanna fall out
But we're all out of time
(Is this over?)
(Don't want an ending)
In one day
No way you'll be mine
(Is this over?)
(Don't want an ending)

Tonight's the countdown
'Til the day we're not around
(Is this over?)
(Don't want an ending)
And you're gone
And we're on with our lives
(Is this over?)
(Don't want an ending)
I don't want an ending

Don't want an ending...

The days turn to hours
And it's just a movement before they go
I'm scared to say goodbye,
'cause what's after that?
I don't know.

As the years look past us
If we lose track,
Or lose the fight,
I will search forever
To find a way back..

To tonight
Where it's just you and me and honestly
That's everything I need

I don't wanna fall out
But we're all out of time
(Is this over?)
(Don't want an ending)
In one day
No way you'll be mine
(Is this over?)
(Don't want an ending)

Tonight's the countdown
'Til the day we're not around
(Is this over?)
(Don't want an ending)
And you're gone
And we're on with our lives
(Is this over?)
(Don't want an ending)
I don't want an ending

We say "see ya later"
But I know there's no where we're
Around here again (yeah)
And every until next
Feels like one back punch line
And I don't want that again

I don't wanna fall out
But we're all out of time
(Is this over?)
(Don't want an ending)
In one day
No way you'll be mine
(Is this over?)
(Don't want an ending)

I don't wanna fall out
But we're all out of time
(Is this over?)
(Don't want an ending)
In one day
No way you'll be mine
(Is this over?)
(Don't want an ending)

Tonight's the countdown
'Til the day we're not around
(Is this over?)
(Don't want an ending)
And you're gone
And we're on with our lives
(Is this over?)
(Don't want an ending)
(Noo) I
(All out of time)
Don't want an ending

Everything that's gonna have an ending whether it in good News or bad news.
And the things i should do right now.

♥precious present.
♥forget Past tense
♥Fight for future.

Gonna have an holidays
in deepavali.

excited to Go back my sweet home. =P
Happy Advance Deepavali.

cheers.

Desire

2010-10-27T15:15:00.002+08:00

Camera Lumix 5
Iphone or blackberry Torch
Work in oversea 2 .5 years after.
Earn a lot money and give my family gd life.
provide my brother & sister gd education.
Married in 27/28 years old.
Born a Baby before 35 years old.
has my own fashion boutique with cafe store.
travel for business every month
Good life after 45 years old.
Rest well in coffin 70 years old.

Temptation

2010-10-24T01:34:00.002+08:00

Temptation,

Seriously i dunno what my mind thinking about,
its seems uncontrolled by me.
my heart feels weird.
like i am tempt to start a new relationship with somebody,
but its all just feels unrighteous.

may b i should, may b i shouldn't
The answer,
its appeared it my mind long time ago.

Time flies,
and this will make All the story become memories.

i will restart again and cycle again.

wohhoo.

that's real me , New born again.

=P

Arthursday Celebration ♥

2010-10-20T11:03:00.027+08:00

Quite lazy to write blog recent. =D
and i am truly busy living in bloody hell recent.

that's all my lousy pic that day.

v couldn't shoot any nice picture. although that v standing around 5th row from stage in the end, but alice's cam not working not well. and v can only use our own camera. awww~

Anyway, that night is really had fun . i cant explain that much how fun it is. So u all should go n try yourself NEXT YEAR>

♥cam whore in my car while waiting in sunway.
♥ my outfit that night.

♥ See that happy face? it;s definitely fun XD

♥its raining, and i am wearing raincoat which they provided .

♥ the stage lighting and sound base all are definitely. nice . i swear.

♥ fireworks happening at the end.

♥my video that night, shoot by hp. ==ll
(RESOLUTION NOT NICE AT ALL. just feel it ka~)

Rocks~
Arthurs day. =D

its Hari Raya ♥

2010-09-10T00:56:00.003+08:00

feels free in office, to do this for all my Muslim frenz

wishing them have a great raya =P

going back JB hometown later =P

happy holidays

♥

Howard Tangye♥

2010-09-02T14:18:00.003+08:00

Howard Tangye is a lovely fashion illustrator.
He's really rather good , one of my favorite illus artist too..

Photos Courtesy of howardtangye.com

i want married hiM~!!

♥

LOL

Wake me up when Sept ends

2010-09-01T02:32:00.006+08:00

It's September now!

Please wake me up when Sept ends

So i do get Salary again ♥

and ends my probation also.

night ♥

Arthur killed me !

2010-08-31T00:41:00.013+08:00

This September is happening!!

i had two ticket passes for celebrating a legend.

The world comes together again to pay tribute to this man and his vision.

" To Arthur!"

cheers.~ with a glasses Guinness.

it's happening at

24th September , 8pm , Surf Beach @sunway Lagoon.

This time Pop music gonna be performances on stage.

and Dj Fuzz , Thaitanium, Timbaland, Pop Shuvit , and Mizz Nina will gonna be there too..

that's gonna be a crazy night ♥

Know what?

i gonna to bring along my lovely Alice together to join this Worldwide celebration.

and i will definitely shoot more picture as i can~ LOL

wow~ it's gonna be cool and ever. XD

my 1st time watch the live concert gonna happen in next month.

Moreover, the dress code specialize fix to Black party chic..~ Best ah..XD

More infomation , please visit at Arthur's Day-website.

and one more things~!!!

HAPPY MERDEKA 53 years old Malaysia

although its just same as others public holidays to me. =P

pissed off

2010-08-30T01:55:00.004+08:00

i am so damn pissed.

i hate people said that " you cant understand !!! " this kind of shit.

normally, i guess i heard the most, it's came out from guy.

why? why girls always be the one cant understand.

this is always a piece of shit !!! big Man of action huh~

Yes, you are damn right!!

i hate it. since my last BF always said this to me !!!

so, now i f**cking dislike MAN said this kind of word to girls.

yea , may b you are right, i cant understand the shit you said.

may be i will understand after u told me.

and

how well you know me,

why can you just make a conclusion that i Cant understand..

So pissed off.

Arrggg. Night

happy birthday~ Lovely

2010-08-29T00:08:00.020+08:00

Wow. i was busy since yesterday noon.

get the lacey low back white dress from. my vintage garden 's owner-Elaine.

and the blog shop , it;s having sales now~!!! only Rm35. Topshop inspired.
grabs now~!!! XD

and fetch Alice , the birthday's girl to Sunway pyramid. and shopping ♥ like crazy.

well. it;s was pretty rush for me. but, i still enjoying myself in that whole day long!!!

let;s spamming the picture 1st.

♥ my outfit that afternoon.
looks tall bit. ha. cheating my self. =)

and done some self shoot in La Senza's fitting room
ha~ their lighting there is so nice~ XD

color edited la~ XD

♥ All White theme party.
that's my NEW white dress !!! hehe.
(forget to shoot my back, its vary sexy yet. ha)

(what a blur photo . >/<)

our outfit before to Mist club.

it's located
18 Jalan Liku, Off Jalan Riong, 59100 Bangsar, KUALA LUMPUR
03-2282-2018

i dun like Mist club. its was definitely sucks i guess. so packed !!!
some more those hyperactive guys are keep pijak my leg.

hate it. but nvm, as long as i got return to them !!! hee.

before that night, alice asked me " have u forget HIM?"
i answered without thinking much. " of cus "

but why i met him that night!!! gosh...
i keep telling myself. well, he is not here. that's not him.

after i asked Eric. who is buddy wit him, told me that~ That's him.

my god.
how come and i dunno what respond.

well, i know that's that will b impossible of us.
so, ha~
my life will still go ahead. =P

Alice, YOU R ROcKSSSSss!!! ♥
hope you enjoy that day so.

wishes you have a blast birthday that day.!

and wanna get more pictures with you next time XD.

Cheers

it;s august.

2010-08-25T11:29:00.002+08:00

wow~ times flies.
i had been work already 4 month.
this month, a lot of people birthday
no matter where.
office, friend and beloved jb friends.

and this Friday & Saturday i am going crazy with her -Alice

it's her big day.

still not sure where her party gonna holds at.

but i gonna fetch her anywhere i guess.

lol.

i hope i can go visit.Levain Boulangerie Patisserie. this coming saturday ( what a long name it;s had.) click to view their facebook links.

but i done some research of it.

it's in a bungalow.
with a pretty nice environment bakery shop.
and people normally go there had their lunch or tea time.

it;s located at imbi.

Location:: No. 7, Jalan Delima
Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia, 55100
Phone:: +603 2142 6611
Mon - Sun:: 08:00 - 20:00

look forward of it .

*wink*

Bond

2010-07-27T19:43:00.002+08:00

i found this song. its seems totally explains my current feelings now . LOL
anyway, it;s really a nice song,
Luv it =D

Owl City -Vanilla Twilight

The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake I miss you,
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'll send a postcard to you dear,
Cause I wish you were here.

I'll watch the night turn light blue,
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.

I'll find repose in new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.

As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.

When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.

released

2010-07-25T13:41:00.004+08:00

I guess i had released out my stress and all those unhappy.

i went to club yesterday , Saturday's night not really fun.

but i did drink drunk.

i hate myself being like that.

i cry*

i looks totally ugly yesterday.

but i guess i feels better now. hopefully *

LOL.

i am hungry now.

confuse

2010-07-24T18:04:00.007+08:00

confusing about my life,

wondering how will it be in my future life,

i wants be a compositor/online artist in my future,

i wants working in different country in my future,

but how to achieve of it.

i am still wondering.

yet, i still not enough of experience , i not sure about how's outside happening.

i am confusing, i dunno what the decision i should suppose to make,

i am afraid that takes 1 steps wrong, my life will change totally,

people will said , just follow your heart and do whatever u thinks to do and what i wants.

Truth, i had already know that what i wants but just afraid that if i make a wrong decision.

i am coward, i knew it.

towards my dreams , it's might be far,and hard to achieve it.

but i will works hard =D , because i love it without regrets.

And i seems in-love with a MAN,

but all things just happening too fast.

well, i will take it easy, and let it go.

Good Bye, and thanks for everythings.

hamishe delam barat tang mishe

* if HE is mine, i will still have HIM at the end.*

so, i no worries about those relationships anymore.

just GO for it , towards my dreams.

Love, just a part of my life.

i prefer depends myself and my life still need to go on .

LahLahland@ hair style.

2010-07-17T21:13:00.007+08:00

yo~ finally i cut my hair as bob short hair style.

the hairstylist of

LAH'LAH'LAND Boutique Salon

is really detail in cutting my hairstyle.

i luv it my new hair stlye.

it's look so fresh for me but just my fringe a bit short for me.

well, nvm~ the hair will longer soon. T-T so short.

BOB hair with red !( but doesn't look red at all )
i should color light brown.

my blood hair .LOL

KLPAC @ urbanscape

2010-07-10T22:52:00.000+08:00

yo~ it;s last month post =D

i had been urbanscape event at the night.

thx leven fetch me go there too.

well, thats is a lot of stall~ which i want to buy a lot of things but hehe. luckily i didnt at the end.

sorry that picture a bit blur ( shoot by my handphone)

outside hall ♥

inside hall ♥

vintage fan found*

2nd floor of hall ♥

circus happening

leven @ behind the toilet ~ ha

the end @ Urbanscape

after that v go continue watch world cup in MCD.

leven @ who are supported Korea team. but lose at the end .

i self shot myself. hee

ciao~

Fxxk Lori

2010-07-08T14:48:00.001+08:00

what the hells ~
again~ my wrong?
he come to bump me~

my right bumper is down. spot light down, signal light gone, side door hardly to open .

damn rugi~ this time.
somemore make the pelabuh asing run away~
if next time i caught u~ i betul betul susahkan kau!!!

damn~ somemore he no IC-~ i guess he no drivin lesen also. shit. ==

dun let me c u again~ i will let u DIE~!!!!!

waste my time half day in police station ~ argggg
(from morning to noon )

shit~
1pm only reach office ==

need to spend money again~
fucking day $%%^^&

Tight in Budget $

2010-07-08T00:52:00.000+08:00

Arggg~ yes~ i am tight now~ fully tight .@@

know why?

because i need to change things with $$,

and

wish to buy a lot of things with $$ again~

The 1st things need to change ~ is my car signal swift, and car tyre,

this all already cost me about half of my salary~

Gosshhhhhhhh~ how i gonna to live after the rest of month.?

well, no choice...

really tight!

i have to used Rm 50 only for each week for my food.

T-T

and i wish to buy....

a ladies wallet( my wallet too childish la~ *shy*)

A dark blue high waist short

A scarf

A DSLR- camera in compact

well, these are secondary 1 , i know but nvm i can wait XD

more...

.....

okies~ !!!Decision made...

no more outing~ !!!

(errr.. i dun think i can bear of it.==)

but if still have gathering ask me please~

c whether i can afford or not ~ XD

.....

and

i feels like to go home~ T-T

i miss u...

♥♥♥

mum, dad, bro, sis and my Facebook(my dog la)

♥♥♥

pray for me? better dun~ XD

the better choice is~

u treat me either dinner or lunch or movie

~OLa~

Ciao~

for your Own good

2010-06-29T23:39:00.000+08:00

It;s been awhile working in KL.
And i still not really understand Human Vs. Human. thoughts
(* haha* i also dunno what am i talking about)
Anyway, human is the one selfish person only do the things for your own good.
tell me, who aren;t like that~ ==
i hope everyone who reading my blog , gonna to be more selfish ~ reality is like that ahhh..

even though i dun like, but for your own good,
let's be a selfish person. XD

well,
My contract going endSoon. and it's surprisely, Tiger wants extends me and makes me as permanent yesterday.
(* dunno should i happy or sad * really really dunno what 2 say)

But i still in LOW LOW LOW pay.
well.i can flash-forward that i will hardly breath in the next three month. Some more, deduct EPF and bla bla bla, i really left not much. (*cry)

i did ask my lovely friend's opinion, well, they said.
"if you think there is a place u can learn , and which increase your value in the future. then u stay there , bear a bit and learn whatever 1st. "

i felt it;s definitely correct too.

Normally,

People will ask, then why u still there~ be buruh kasar..
my answer, sigh,,, no choice what.. i hate being like this also. i did apply for others , but no news from them yet. And for my situation, Money ~ i cant live without money.. and i hvn get a better job. so i cant ciao~ now.. do 1st lo.

For my friend-xuan,

i hope you able to caught up your dreams..
although i dunno what will happening next in the future.
i pray that we both and everyone can success what they want. XD
(They said not to tell , scared you sad. but i think u will know lastly.)
As a friend, so i blog to tells. but i ddint mean it that makes you sad ><
Teehee, hope you understand.

Whatever, it's really sad things to being designers in Malaysia. ==
Designer at Malaysia really cheap price and not worth , even not respect their working time unlike in US or LONDON...

i want go overboard~~ wussshhh..

Dream then ~ >.<

Night

Happy Ending Massage ♥

2010-06-29T18:05:00.000+08:00

teehee ♥the guy so enjoyed

happy birthday ♥ leven

2010-06-14T13:03:00.000+08:00

sunday , 6th june. we head to

POCO Homemade
1 Lorong Kurau, Bangsar 59100 Kuala Lumpur

to celebrate Leven 's birthday..

well, we know Louis 's got a gf on that night with a shock~!!!

LOL

the environment and food is nice , especially the curry =P

well ~photo explain everythings ~

♥

both couple of right handside is the boss his lady =P
both of them is from the one academy.

pretty cool eh~ ♥

my polaroid cam ♥

jenny~♥ wearing dress that night ~=D

polaroid ♥ that night

vintage eh~ ♥

Get back to work ~ ciao~

wtf

2010-06-06T01:02:00.000+08:00

wtf ~ today i drive back home. and i not realise that it;s public holiday & so many car~. somemore got a lot car parking at side. .. thats why i need to go to lane beside to makesure the car which parking there not kena bang my car,, .. but i didnt REALISE on my right side ~~~

GOSH~~~ the sad things happen.

i bang my right side car to avoid to bang my left side car..==

can i have 2more eyes??? to make sure i can watch properly when i driving???

wanna cryT-T

she wants me to paid Rm300-Rm500 to repair her audi... WTF~!!!

so expensive.. but her car just scratch by my car;s paint only leh~@@ not much problem also.

unlike my car : signal's broken, paint gone also, and above my rightside tayar "kemek" @@

wtf ~!! wtf~!!! where to find the money ~!!!

finally , i hope my dad will settle with her tmr.

wish me luck~

ciao

FreshLook® Illuminate™

2010-06-04T12:26:00.000+08:00

Wow~ i just found out from yasmine
FreshLook® Illuminate™ is still giving out FREE LENS till 13 june

so check this out~!!!

looking forward to received my lense too. =P

wink* click here >>> http://www.freshlookilluminate.com/

sitll have to go

2010-06-01T04:07:00.000+08:00

it;s been 3 weeks i had been through in Tiger tiger tv.

well, dunno why, i feels damn cool & nice at here compare my previous company especially, the working environment.

here comes the pictures by MR.Jarrod(compositor also)

The colleagues here, are really nice and all mostly are english educated and speak Cantonese.

and the most important things is as position as compositor.^^

~haha. i learn all the way ~

it;s 4am morning,
and i
have one more scene to continue with roto footage

so tmr, i can accompany with my secondary- ex BF outing .

feels like weird outing with EX bf.

XD

IT not my field!!!

2010-05-08T06:27:00.000+08:00

hello!!! i am in design field not IT field..
izzit same both if it? i dun think so..

i hate that why my dad keep force me do those thing in back-end stuff..
thats not my talent also.. i am trying so hard to touch those things.
but i really still not understand how it works!!!

damn.. i am sooooo stress...><
stress to earn more money for my family even that i not enough to use?

hello, i just fresh grad,
i think i kinda need a job with more than 3 thousand salary to cover all that?

do more part time? i am always finding.
others than that, i have no idea now..

bye=(

ROAR ♥ life

2010-05-07T00:40:00.000+08:00

stayed my hometown already few days.

thanks for all my lovely best friends celebrated my birthday.

♥

hope my driving skill well and available drive in KL.
soon and later i gonna drive to my new company.
Tiger-tiger , ROAR..

i hate

2010-05-01T01:41:00.000+08:00

Well, tomorrow it labor days. and everyone is going back hometown as do i~..
i take the ktm > Lrt> bukit jalil.. after work to bought a ticket for tomorrow 's bus.
it;s damn a lot people .. everywhere.
the most important things is
i kena molest in ktm.. and i was shocked that time.
i cant even know and remember the faces.

i hate crowded people
i hate holidays
i hate ktm
i hate it;s slow
i hate Malays
i hate the ppl who molest
i hate the feeling
i hate shit
i hate the hand
i hate parts of body
i hate alone

i will remember the day and curse that shit.
i am sure i dun want go home in public holidays anymore!!!
i want to complain~!!!

i hate Today!!!!

cousin's wedding.

2010-01-18T18:30:00.000+08:00

17.01.2010
Last Sunday, i attend my cousin's wedding.
it;s also Apple 's Eldest Brother wedding.

it;s held in inside of Mines Shopping center

but i accidentally, deleted all photo.
finding recovery software now.=(

going upload soon..

Relaxing ♥ part II

2010-01-18T17:04:00.000+08:00

it's been one week after i go up KL for Young jump interview.
but i still waiting.. & waiting.

and had a lot of great time with FRIENDS & SMK .

SHABU SHABU again~ smk favourite . ♥

Puchong YONG TAO FU ♥

PUCHONG 炮兵♥

we share a lot memory there.♥

we also go for ONE U shopping after Stephanie 's interview.

♥ i bought 2 tank from Topshop.
♥ She bought 3 piece SEXY UNDIES from Topshop.

XD.
well, she quite lovin it. i know. :P

ONE U . 丝袜奶茶
quite big than other outlet.

making sweet process ♥ 4get the name of shop.

Popeye restorant in Mid Valley.♥
same sets wit Stephanie

before going back♥ we met him.

but not giving Angpau. is giving balloon.. @-@
looks poor.XD.

the 1st time . we go Opera clubbing.
it;s pretty fun~ ^^
we take a lot of photo by kevin.
but dunno is good looking or not. :P

cheer's
♥ my dear friends ♥
in KL.

this time, i spend a lot.but fun><
c ya soon...

Relaxing ♥

2010-01-09T16:08:00.000+08:00

fly-kites are all around the sky. ♥ the little small black thing

friendships are always forever.

they are always be with me when i was sad/ cry/ happy....
well this is all my favorite JB friends.. since high sch.♥

the first day to relax after break up.

friend asking me : are you okay?
and i always said: yup, i am fine,
and i am trying to live better & better.

yeah~

ivy & me

ivy's driving car fetch us all the way to JUSCO.
(the biggest jusco in JOHOR JAYA)

ivy & hui ling

me again~

hui ling & me

that day dressing. i know my leg is short =(

we all reach home at 6 pm something.
tired ♥ but at lease i dint think much at home.

after while , i received another friends call again~
outing again with friend. (but this time is guys)

leven. wei rong. shang ian and his friend

the place, drinking without cukai. but
we didn;t drink beer at last.

we chit chat long time ♥ and see
the famous street with filled up SHEMALE chic.

well. that is too disgusting for me. @-@

that the whole day i gone through in JB ♥
thanks my friends..

the end vs. begining

2010-01-02T15:12:00.000+08:00

wow~ it;s the end of 2009, and a new beginning in YEAR 2010!!!

time passed really really fast.. now i start to miss year 2009 LOL...

the year which happened a lot crazy stuff.
the year which i can no need do assignments. ( but now quite miss those old days.)

the year which i finished my studies in limkokwing ..(awww~miss the toilet .cos you won't see this symbols outside. hee)

the year which i having my first exhibition (in limkokwing =.=)

the year which just getting well know all the BAA student. ( opps now they r all graduated ,so do i)

the year which had gathering with all the friends & lecturers dinner in SHOGUN.

the year which only had dinner with dear in Christmas 2009.(Don sushi, didn;t shoot much photo T-T)

and the last sing K in 2009 with my JB old friends.

NO matter how, i still wishing all my friends doing good in this NEW coming year. All the best ~

New year : means new start, i wishes in this 2010,

*i can find a job that i dedicate and polish up my skill.( still waiting...T-T and i dun want web anymore)
*to dye my hair color (blonde hair? dunno.)
*get more new friends & make more income

*wishes my dear can have a good start in Singapore.♥

Last,

welcome 2010, and HAPPY NEW YEAR ~ LOL.♥

my first card.

2009-12-08T22:12:00.003+08:00

yeah. this is the 4th day.
and my card is done printing :P

♥ on the way going printing shop ♥

♥ here : my card looks ♥

3 box/300 piece.

well.
that's a lot ♥

love' my card

XD

Tea time ♥

2009-11-29T17:49:00.000+08:00

Secret Recipie having promotion now~!!!
3pm-6pm dine in FREE tea/Coffee.

Our Drinks yesterday

our tea break yesterday

Cheeze Choz (mine)

indulgence Chocolate(dear)

feeling great ever ♥
with no stress

XD

Unknown day 2 ♥

2009-11-25T23:26:00.000+08:00

6:53 AM

♥ The day is different .
♥ assignment almost done.
but my payment still same.

Unknown day ♥

2009-11-18T23:19:00.000+08:00

6:41

the day i work ♥ unknown time ♥ unknown day
the only things
is no time for me already.

Evening

2009-11-13T17:17:00.000+08:00

the day going back from college ♥

Assignment's stress in my head.
and i haven pay my college fee.
T-T

Night. with Strawberry

2009-10-25T16:47:00.000+08:00

surprise in the morning.

today i got mail again which reach my doorstep.

the postman fella, was damn rajin
this time XD

i bought too much dy;)

Function of strawberry is almost same with hair curler,

the best thing is ,

you can sleep with it, and
your hair become curl hair next day..

and you no need set your hair..
it;s cool, and save time for me.

♥♥♥
at Night

i am excited to play with the strawberry.

gd night

mucks
=)

leopard day ♥

2009-10-21T22:57:00.000+08:00

my house was no electricity @-@

since the time: 11.am

hot~
force me up from my bed

oh~ guess we go today again?

yes.
Shopping in mid valley again..

this is my first day outgoing with my natural short hair ..

and
i quite lovin my wet hairstyle actually..

(cut by yesterday , and it's is straight ...XD )

Sadly, this is wat my hair become ( Dry * argh)

we go Topman again, because "he" has a coupon which cost RM25 .

while he finding his stuff..

hehe

i go play with leopard ♥ dress in Topshop
well , i looks fat ...T_T

and

i met Alice there too . she working there..

lastly,
he didnt found his love in Topman or Zara..

Going home .... lol

yeah. got mail.

2009-10-20T16:57:00.001+08:00

Finally ♥
i got mail from Room8008
their stuff are running the head of fashion ^^

Kiki are nice person who are the owner of the blogshop.
thanks for her service , i get the mailed next day..lol
actually is suppose reach friday ><
but duno why
the postman fella didn't appear until yesterday.

i did bought a Cosmic Shoulder Bodycon in white
and i love it, and
totally fits my little small body.. XD

because i am little small size..
its quite hard to find a clothes which totally fits me ..

Gosshh ♥

the clothes of material are quite thin for me.. *_*
truly seen through my underwear..

damn sexy .. liaao...

X0X0
washing the new clothes .....

Milk

2009-10-16T18:16:00.000+08:00

looks
there are a lot's milk magazine in my room
not mine=)
it 's Piggy one
for his entertainment

and it's grow more..><

Police - Shootout

2009-10-15T18:39:00.000+08:00

yesterday
same as usual, i woke up at 1pm *shy

it;s damn traffic jam
lot's of police there
and

i know there are something
big stuff happened

in
seri kembangan

(that what i shoot by sitting in the car)

♥♥♥
check here for more detail

Beard papa's is home

2009-10-08T00:50:00.000+08:00

yes~!!! we did went mid valley again.. XD
its' can be say that we are their lovely customer..

This Friday. and we sure to go there again..@_@
it's because there having a sales of " Fashionfastforward" in Topshop.

Definitely, it;s a chance for "someone" to go grab some new fashion stuff there.XD

..HoHo..

here, introduced a niche japan food:

Beard papa's
fresh n natural cream puff
(located in Midvalley LG)

(6piece in the box)

(Piggy dear's Chocolate flavor cream puff )

(vanilla cream puff)

(inside of vanilla cream puff)

Moreover, there are a lot puff there ♥
seasonal : green tea , and more..

taste good

=)

Random .

2009-10-05T18:28:00.000+08:00

this is my final year in limkokwing University.
you need to focus of it.

well, and i am preparing my final project which is related with web.
and sadly, currently i still without any direction T.T

in my experimental art :
To settle down with my tiredness..

ART : MY Illustration

and

to inspired me working hard
i create a new stuff on my desktop :

ART : Misc

bored>0
with nothing.

just happened

2009-09-14T00:56:00.000+08:00

its time to give up. let her fly itself. and watch beside.

no passion
no action
only talks.
then, then, so?
why she cant have a idea or thought in her mind.
why everything must heard and listen.
while i talks or tells ,
did you have any respond at all..?
the answer is yes, may b you had,
but i didnt c effort.

Blackout ,
another thought in my mind.
i feels i dun care anymore about b-zenn
as , a partner, i thinks partner should do her stuff
and today i just give my idea on how the direction on next,

DO more research and find where can get those stuff.

if u go to buy ppl things online and then sell it out again in our blog is not used d
it wont make money
it is not the way
coz it will increase ur model make ur modal become high

tis u donno de and they are also business man will they tell u
where they get the stock meh and if got then they also will earn money
from wont straightly tell u de

god.. i really no words. and dunno how to do.
we also buy ppl things to sells online. how come wont make money?
now just a change direction to sell more wanted stuff , izzit hard.?
of cos , who will so stupid ask a businessman or women where there get stock.

who can find almost the stuff same as " trend report" ? i bet it is hard for us...
what i want, just make more reseach and find where can get something similar but make money.
for example.
like somethings ribbon bow accessories, v may get some clothes or DIY.. also can. right.?

well , since know what u should do. then u just go ahead.

dun run without direction.

Stop.

i know, i dint invest any of money, but i did invest of time and effort
i cant say much

but all the stuff

i feels like sad. and tired.

i dun want touch anything now~!!!! i give up..

i just wanna step out now to concentrate my studies.

i just helps to get all your money back..didnt own all of you

i thinks it is right choice for me..

sigh.

Slow as turtle

2009-09-09T22:46:00.000+08:00

=.=. yes~ i am slow ..my progression is slow now~...

no words.

Final Desination 4?

2009-09-03T16:33:00.000+08:00

cool~ 7.30pm for final destination..
i love theirs Titles of films . its damn cool..mus see..^^

http://final-destination-4-trailer.blogspot.com/

Does movie nice..? herm.. some said last epi better than this~!!!!
one words : okay lor~ ^^~

but before that Christine - my master bedroom house mate
brings us to go SAKAE SUSHI^^
the decoration of that Restoration is quite HIGH tech..^^

Christine:clicking the menu on computer, and data send towards to Kitchen..cool~oh

And order this red plate : dunno what, Yongz thought this tuna which cost RM5.90

Then my whole day are gone~ !!!! T.T

my first week

2009-08-18T19:59:00.000+08:00

I reach kl already passed one week..

Feeling Happy which in this sem there are only 3 subject and only need to attend class 3 days only.=(

but this sem are quite important to me..
if i cant manage time properly, it might not only fail and its delay to graduate . oh no~.

herm, i think i must running of time a bit d.. my final project haven come out with anythings yet. (worried)

sigh..
i cant breath properly ..@@

Again, i am now still need to busy with b-zenn stuff..and luckily i have done the 1st batch of our stock...
the things which made me headache are my partner.(M) that seems hardly to cover up this business.. make me cant really concentrate my studies..
please.. partner be more passionate..><..!!!

Tired*

2009-08-05T13:00:00.000+08:00

"nothing without hard work "and i strongly feel within recent days.

This two day busy with friends shopping blog, its damn tiring me.. wake up early in the morning and end at night,we do make up , shooting , matching the accessories with model' clothes and many many.Anyway,its is truly fun for me and i hope this all effort i do for now , can make a great sales.:P

*this model make us suffering quite long time* (;P)

Herm, all my college friend are going back dy, but now i still alone in JB .T.T (sad*)
anyway, i really wishing that i could done all the things finished before i go back.. but its still not enough time for me ..>

Freeze the time

2009-07-28T16:13:00.000+08:00

OMG~ still ongoing with my dad's project.

Goshh.... i want freeze the time....><

since holidays till now, keep playing, relaxing, and more and more...
my final make up project ~wait me there.. i going kl only meet you ar...:P

5th Aug coming soon...XD

Feelings of love

2009-07-25T15:58:00.000+08:00

一个人。是因为你对他好。所以觉得你好。
一个人。是因为懂得你的好。所以想要对你好。

Love is blindness
when you loving someone
you push yourself so hard just wanna make another happy
but does he know..? no , he dunno
and continue with his own life

it can be 2weeks / 1month/ 3 month
once you losing contact with him
you are worried but you dun dare to ask for much
and crying alone at night
Even though he is hard to please
you still works for him like a stupid

sometimes love seems so far from us , and sometimes it actually just in-front
because of the busies ,
we are hardly notice about it .

Rynn's convo 2009

2009-07-21T16:13:00.000+08:00

[ fui fui's sisters & her parent :P]

Saturday morning, larkin bus station: when we reach there, v meet a guy(bus ticket sales man) saying that " halooo, sekarang! sekarang!..pergi mana? kl? sekarang"..therefore, v just followed with "him" without thinking much..><...somemore, meiling also agree that "the bus no. same as their house's car no. , lucky lucky number."

who knows....

after 2 hour passed, the bus still haven start moving...><.. their people still saying "sekarang , sekarang " oh my god.. @_@

During this 2 hours., meiling keep asking me help her stick up the fake lashes, make up & remake up... tired* and finally the bus v took departed from jb to kl...^^but the time* already 12pm...gosh~

[video 1: mei ling & me departing from jb to kl]

around 7pm. v finished all the stuff* and go home,fui going back to her aunt's house at setapak..(too far for me liao..><) and just me* going back SK stay one night^^...

that night, i sleep alone in my room..
1st time , i felt the room was so dark, scary..

but no choice.. i still need to slept..><..and next day, my house mate-dean go back jb too..and i just followed only* XD ....